My sweet baby,

My sweet baby,

I keep wondering what could have been. I didn’t want to say goodbye, but I didn’t know what kind of life I could give you. In letting you go, I feel like I lost a piece of myself and the person I had you with. Your sister will never know you, and that breaks my heart — she wished so much for a baby sister. I’m sorry I couldn’t do my best. Please know that every decision came from love. You are a part of me, always.