I am so sorry for losing you. I feel so extremely guilty. I understand my stress levels were through the roof and needed to relax on my end. I should have taken care of you better I am sorry.

We so sorry my love I wish I took more time to think I wish I never let this happen to you we love you foreve. love mommy+Daddy

I'll love you into eternity ❤️

I love you. You took a piece of me with you. I saw you and your beautiful blonde hair in my dreams and I knew that your Heavenly Father is looking after you. I can't think about you without crying even after all these years. I miss you my sweet boy.

Loved you before I met you, until we meet again. Will carry you in my heart

Dear Trey,

I am so very thankful for the time that I got to spend with you. From the moment I found out about you I was so excited to be your mommy. You are so loved and adored. Being your mommy has been one of the best things to happen to me and I am truly blesse. there isn't a day that goes by that I don't talk to you and tell you how loved and cared for you are. I can't wait to see you again one day. I love you to the moon and back agai.

Sweet baby Zion rest easy in the arms of our creator. Mommy and daddy miss you. We love you forever!

My first love.

We loved you before we knew about you and we loved you while you where here and we love you now that you're gone. We will never forget you. Layton, you are still our whole world not a day goes by that you aren't thought about. What we would do just to be with you. We love you forever and always.

My cousin was murdered. She was going to be given to my aunt who was dealing with infertility but got the abortion instead. Rest in love my cousin. I don't know the gender so I gave the neutral name Phoenix.

To my baby Angel, I think about you often and you will always & forever have a place in our hearts. I like to think of how you watch over and take care of your brother and sisters. Thank you for teaching me how to keep on going and to how to keep on loving. You are so loved.

Dear Summer,

I have loved you from the day I first found out I was pregnant with you. I have always wanted to be a mommy and I was so happy to be your mommy. I was young, scared, happy and, excited all at the same time. My favorite memory that I will always have of you is seeing you turning flips and playing in my belly. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about you, or tell you how much I love you. I can't wait to see you again one day. Mommy loves you to the moon and back again.

My sweet baby,

My sweet baby,

I keep wondering what could have been. I didn’t want to say goodbye, but I didn’t know what kind of life I could give you. In letting you go, I feel like I lost a piece of myself and the person I had you with. Your sister will never know you, and that breaks my heart — she wished so much for a baby sister. I’m sorry I couldn’t do my best. Please know that every decision came from love. You are a part of me, always.

Rest peacefully my sweet baby angel.

Im so sorry I let you go baby girl, I think about you everyday & I wish i could go back in time & change certain decision. I love you with everything, We'll meet one another soon baby girl.

You may not be with us in physically, but you will always be in our hearts ❤️ We will see you when we get there ✝️

Dear Ellie Mae, my sweet baby I love and miss you so much. I will always cherish the time that we did have together with you in my belly. I'm sorry for not protecting you more, I regret my decision every single day but I will never forget you and I am so blessed to be your mommy. I can't wait to meet you one day in heaven. I love you even more than that and so do your siblings. ❤️

Dear Olivia,

I cherish the moments that I did get to spend with you. I loved you so much and you are always forever in our hearts. We will all be united together one day. Thank you for teaching me that purpose can from pain and that strength is found in vulnerability. You helped me create and start my podcast which is reaching and blessing women of faith all over. You are my inspiration.