Hi Caleb, you were the most precious baby, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, you are in heaven with god.

King, you will always be with us in our hearts and even though you aren't here, we know that you are still here with us. We love you forever and always forever our first born.

Moriah Poppy, our sweet little girl. We will forever cherish the days we got to sing over you and pray over you. I'll never forget the way your daddy held my belly. We love you so much. We think you would have been our flower child. Free spirited but so compassionate. Aug 11, 2025 will be a day we hold with grief but we will also celebrate because you opened your eyes to our savior.

We will forever love & miss you little bean...

I love you JES

My Precious, you were created as a hope for the future, out of love. I am sorry I was not brave enough to bring you into that future. I will forever regret not giving you that. Peace, love and joy to every moment of your existence under the Grace of God.

My Sweet Brielle Reaj,

I don’t know if words will ever fully explain the love I feel for you or the pain I carry in my heart. Before you were even here, you were already a part of me — a dream, a possibility, a tiny life that made me stop and think about the future in a different way.

I want you to know that my decision did not come from a place of not loving you. It came from fear, from circumstances, from trying to survive and make the best choices I could with what I had at the time. Sometimes life puts us in situations where there is no easy or perfect answer — only the one we believe we can live with.

You will always be my baby. You will always matter. Your name, Brielle Reaj, lives in my heart as a reminder of love, strength, and the complexity of being human. I imagine your softness, your smile, the way you might have looked at me. I imagine holding you, protecting you, guiding you.

I carry both grief and gratitude — grief for the life that could have been, and gratitude that you touched my spirit even in such a short time. You changed me. You made me think deeper, love harder, and understand my own strength in ways I never had before.

I hope wherever your little soul is, you feel peace. I hope you feel my love surrounding you. I hope you know you were never unwanted — only caught in a moment where life was bigger than me.

Forever your mother,

With all my love.

Olive Ann 💚

Our sweet Olive Ann,

Though we only held you in our hearts for eight short weeks, you changed our lives forever. From the moment we knew you existed, you were loved, wanted, and dreamed about. You brought hope, joy, and a future we eagerly imagined.

We never got to see your eyes, hear your laugh, or hold your tiny hand, but you will always be our daughter. Your life, no matter how brief, mattered deeply. You left footprints on our hearts that time can never erase.

We carry your memory with us every day—in the quiet moments, in our prayers, and in the love that remains.

We trust that you are safe in the arms of Jesus, whole and cherished, waiting in a place where there is no pain or loss.

Until the day we meet you, we will speak your name, remember your life, and love you always.

Forever our baby, forever our Olive Ann. 💚

“Before I formed you in the womb I knew you.” — Book of Jeremiah 1:5

Loved beyond measure. Missed beyond words. Remembered forever. 🕊️💚

hope you know I miss you. I still cry for you. I see kids your age going to school. You're not here. You aren't here to see your sister and your baby brother. grow. leaving has shown who actually cares about us and I hate to see it that way I miss you. I love you. I wish you were here because I really need you.

Amaris Nathan, our sweet boy. Loving you has brought us so much joy. You inspired us to help other families who walk through the loss of their baby and you continue to show us you are near through roses, butterflies, and rainbows. Daddy looks for the smallest of tools all the time. I know he wishes he could work on projects with you. June 7, 2024 will be a day we hold with grief, but we also celebrate that you woke up and saw the face of our savior. We love you.

We love you so much and we didnt even get to meet you. Your big sister, your daddy and your mommy are waiting for you

You chose me for a reason. I live in regret so much but I know you are in Jesus' hands and being held by grandma Mutsch. Our time together was short lived, but until we meet in heaven I will hold you dear to my heart & keep my promise.

My Precious, you were created out of love and a yearning for a family. I am sorry I was not brave enough to bring you into that family and love. I pray you are wrapped in the love of the Lord every moment of your existence.

My baby girl . I miss you so much . I hope you are in heaven healthy with the angels .

I will meet you again one day peanut. I wanted you so badly but knew heaven would be better. I miss you everyday.

Selah Hope, our little girl who came in so quite but left so loud. We didn't even know you were there for so long but you will not be forgotten. Daddy said you would be spunky, a funny little girl who would wear tutus and a dino suit. We can't wait to meet you sweet girl. April 12, 2026 will be a day we hold grief but also celebration because you opened your eyes to our savior.

Love “There is no foot too small that it cannot leave an imprint on this world.”

Daddy loves you always babygirl. Til Valhalla

My Precious, you were created as a bridge to a new future a new way to be and I failed to move with the growth you would have brought. May the grace of the Lord lavish you with goodness and joy.

Im Sorry I Couldn't Save You You Will Be Missed So Much I Love You