My sweet Emory. Words can't even begin to describe how much I miss you. How much I want to just go back and fix everything. How much I just wanna hold you. You would be almost a month old. I see you in the sunrises, I see you in the sunsets, I see you in the stars. It's like God's having you tell me that your okay. One day, we will meet properly, at the throne of our maker. I do believe God has helped me get through this. We will meet again one day, my sweet Emory Hope. I'm sorry and I love you. God, I pray that you continue to show me your love and forgiveness through this. That's truly all I need. Amen🩷🙏

I love you so much 🥺 I am so sorry and I will see you again one day 💔 Mommy and daddy love you

We eagerly wait to join you again and to workship the One who made us all.

To my sweet little baby, I will always love you no matter what! Thank you for letting me experience creating life. I forever hold you close to my heart.

Praying every day i meet u .. I wonder all the time what u would have looked like. 🥲

Mommy and daddy love you forever our strong fighting angel

I will meet you again one day peanut. I wanted you so badly but knew heaven would be better. I miss you everyday.

Selah Hope, our little girl who came in so quite but left so loud. We didn't even know you were there for so long but you will not be forgotten. Daddy said you would be spunky, a funny little girl who would wear tutus and a dino suit. We can't wait to meet you sweet girl. April 12, 2026 will be a day we hold grief but also celebration because you opened your eyes to our savior.

Love “There is no foot too small that it cannot leave an imprint on this world.”

Daddy loves you always babygirl. Til Valhalla

My Precious, you were created as a bridge to a new future a new way to be and I failed to move with the growth you would have brought. May the grace of the Lord lavish you with goodness and joy.

Im Sorry I Couldn't Save You You Will Be Missed So Much I Love You

We are forever sorry for what we did to you. The only thing we wish for is to take it all back but we can't, and we will never forgive ourselves for that. You will always be our first baby, your mother can barely sleep at night knowing she will never get to meet you and you're father loves you with all his heart. We're sorry we failed you, our angel Heiða. Mommy and daddy will forever miss you.

You are loved

I am so sorry baby. I will love you forever.

Hello Nugget,

We have to keep your memory alive. Your Dad & I miss you so much, there's not a day that goes by where we don't think of you. We know that you are with God and pray you will return. We finally got married just for you & hopefully in the future we will be able to everything you need through the grace of God. Please come back to us!

Love, Mommy and Daddy

Dear Remi I love you I'm so sorry I made some bad choices that lead me not to be able to meet you. But I know your with your grandpa now and he will take care of you. I miss you everyday I feel so empty without you even though you were only there for a short time I know deep down you would of been a beautiful baby girl. I hope one day you come back to me I'm so sorry I wasn't stronge enough for you. You will forever me my angel till we meet again this song makes me think of you 💔🕊️

https://youtu.be/l8Tps3PITx4?si=SKfLf5CRihskdmAt

We miss you sweet boy. Keep watching us with your big brother 💙

I love you and I wish nothing for the best for you and I hooe we meet again i love you my babyyy i swearrrr

We eagerly wait to join you again to worship the One who made us.

My sweet baby, I'm sorry that I had to let you go. I wish I could have given you the future I dreamed for us. You will always be loved, remembered, and a part of my heart. I had so many dreams for you, even in the short time I knew you were with me. I hope wherever you are, you know how deeply I love you. I will carry you with me for the rest of my life. I'm so sorry, my baby. I love you forever.

Hi Caleb, you were the most precious baby, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, you are in heaven with god.

King, you will always be with us in our hearts and even though you aren't here, we know that you are still here with us. We love you forever and always forever our first born.

Moriah Poppy, our sweet little girl. We will forever cherish the days we got to sing over you and pray over you. I'll never forget the way your daddy held my belly. We love you so much. We think you would have been our flower child. Free spirited but so compassionate. Aug 11, 2025 will be a day we hold with grief but we will also celebrate because you opened your eyes to our savior.

We will forever love & miss you little bean...

I love you JES

My Precious, you were created as a hope for the future, out of love. I am sorry I was not brave enough to bring you into that future. I will forever regret not giving you that. Peace, love and joy to every moment of your existence under the Grace of God.

My Sweet Brielle Reaj,

I don’t know if words will ever fully explain the love I feel for you or the pain I carry in my heart. Before you were even here, you were already a part of me — a dream, a possibility, a tiny life that made me stop and think about the future in a different way.

I want you to know that my decision did not come from a place of not loving you. It came from fear, from circumstances, from trying to survive and make the best choices I could with what I had at the time. Sometimes life puts us in situations where there is no easy or perfect answer — only the one we believe we can live with.

You will always be my baby. You will always matter. Your name, Brielle Reaj, lives in my heart as a reminder of love, strength, and the complexity of being human. I imagine your softness, your smile, the way you might have looked at me. I imagine holding you, protecting you, guiding you.

I carry both grief and gratitude — grief for the life that could have been, and gratitude that you touched my spirit even in such a short time. You changed me. You made me think deeper, love harder, and understand my own strength in ways I never had before.

I hope wherever your little soul is, you feel peace. I hope you feel my love surrounding you. I hope you know you were never unwanted — only caught in a moment where life was bigger than me.

Forever your mother,

With all my love.

We're sorry for not being able to carry you. We love you and miss you

You are loved

In another world, in another lifetime. Forever my baby, you will be.

Daddy and I miss you so much. If only things were different, mamita. Carried you for 13 weeks, fell more and more in love with you but Mommy's body wouldn't have been strong for the both of us. I know you're with Daddy's mom and Grandma. They will watch you till Daddy and I get there. Te amo mamita bella. Always thinking of you!

I loved you more then words could explain my decision was solely on the best interest for you and your brothers and your twin<3

I wish I would've seen your face and held you my sweet boy.

Forever longing to meet with you again when we spend eternity praising the One who made all things.

I love you forever my girl ❤️

I'll see you in the next lifetime, my angel 🩷

Olive Ann 💚

Our sweet Olive Ann,

Though we only held you in our hearts for eight short weeks, you changed our lives forever. From the moment we knew you existed, you were loved, wanted, and dreamed about. You brought hope, joy, and a future we eagerly imagined.

We never got to see your eyes, hear your laugh, or hold your tiny hand, but you will always be our daughter. Your life, no matter how brief, mattered deeply. You left footprints on our hearts that time can never erase.

We carry your memory with us every day—in the quiet moments, in our prayers, and in the love that remains.

We trust that you are safe in the arms of Jesus, whole and cherished, waiting in a place where there is no pain or loss.

Until the day we meet you, we will speak your name, remember your life, and love you always.

Forever our baby, forever our Olive Ann. 💚

“Before I formed you in the womb I knew you.” — Book of Jeremiah 1:5

Loved beyond measure. Missed beyond words. Remembered forever. 🕊️💚

hope you know I miss you. I still cry for you. I see kids your age going to school. You're not here. You aren't here to see your sister and your baby brother. grow. leaving has shown who actually cares about us and I hate to see it that way I miss you. I love you. I wish you were here because I really need you.

Amaris Nathan, our sweet boy. Loving you has brought us so much joy. You inspired us to help other families who walk through the loss of their baby and you continue to show us you are near through roses, butterflies, and rainbows. Daddy looks for the smallest of tools all the time. I know he wishes he could work on projects with you. June 7, 2024 will be a day we hold with grief, but we also celebrate that you woke up and saw the face of our savior. We love you.

We love you so much and we didnt even get to meet you. Your big sister, your daddy and your mommy are waiting for you

You chose me for a reason. I live in regret so much but I know you are in Jesus' hands and being held by grandma Mutsch. Our time together was short lived, but until we meet in heaven I will hold you dear to my heart & keep my promise.

My Precious, you were created out of love and a yearning for a family. I am sorry I was not brave enough to bring you into that family and love. I pray you are wrapped in the love of the Lord every moment of your existence.

My baby girl . I miss you so much . I hope you are in heaven healthy with the angels .

You are loved

My beautiful boy, I'm so sorry. I would give anything to have changed the outcome of our situation. Mommy loves you more than anything and prays that we will reunite soon. Everything I do from now on will be for you, my little angel. I miss you and love you forever.

We miss you and love you so deeply. I'd do anything to have you back ♥️

I didn't really know your gender but I'm just taking a guess. I only knew carried you for 5 weeks. But it was the best 5 weeks ever. I miss you ever day and I will always love and cherish you.