I didn't really know your gender but I'm just taking a guess. I only knew carried you for 5 weeks. But it was the best 5 weeks ever. I miss you ever day and I will always love and cherish you.

I love you and your twin so much I am so sorry you are not here i think about you everyday.

I loved you more then words could explain my decision was solely on the best interest for you and your brothers and your twin<3

My sweet baby,

My sweet baby,

I keep wondering what could have been. I didn’t want to say goodbye, but I didn’t know what kind of life I could give you. In letting you go, I feel like I lost a piece of myself and the person I had you with. Your sister will never know you, and that breaks my heart — she wished so much for a baby sister. I’m sorry I couldn’t do my best. Please know that every decision came from love. You are a part of me, always.

Rest peacefully my sweet baby angel.

Im so sorry I let you go baby girl, I think about you everyday & I wish i could go back in time & change certain decision. I love you with everything, We'll meet one another soon baby girl.

You may not be with us in physically, but you will always be in our hearts ❤️ We will see you when we get there ✝️

Dear Ellie Mae, my sweet baby I love and miss you so much. I will always cherish the time that we did have together with you in my belly. I'm sorry for not protecting you more, I regret my decision every single day but I will never forget you and I am so blessed to be your mommy. I can't wait to meet you one day in heaven. I love you even more than that and so do your siblings. ❤️

Dear Remi I love you I'm so sorry I made some bad choices that lead me not to be able to meet you. But I know your with your grandpa now and he will take care of you. I miss you everyday I feel so empty without you even though you were only there for a short time I know deep down you would of been a beautiful baby girl. I hope one day you come back to me I'm so sorry I wasn't stronge enough for you. You will forever me my angel till we meet again this song makes me think of you 💔🕊️

https://youtu.be/l8Tps3PITx4?si=SKfLf5CRihskdmAt

I am so sorry for losing you. I feel so extremely guilty. I understand my stress levels were through the roof and needed to relax on my end. I should have taken care of you better I am sorry.

We so sorry my love I wish I took more time to think I wish I never let this happen to you we love you foreve. love mommy+Daddy

I'll love you into eternity ❤️

I love you. You took a piece of me with you. I saw you and your beautiful blonde hair in my dreams and I knew that your Heavenly Father is looking after you. I can't think about you without crying even after all these years. I miss you my sweet boy.

Loved you before I met you, until we meet again. Will carry you in my heart

I loved you more then words could explain my decision was solely on the best interest for you and your brothers and your twin<3

Sweet baby Zion rest easy in the arms of our creator. Mommy and daddy miss you. We love you forever!

My first love.

We loved you before we knew about you and we loved you while you where here and we love you now that you're gone. We will never forget you. Layton, you are still our whole world not a day goes by that you aren't thought about. What we would do just to be with you. We love you forever and always.

My cousin was murdered. She was going to be given to my aunt who was dealing with infertility but got the abortion instead. Rest in love my cousin. I don't know the gender so I gave the neutral name Phoenix.